I love my life with People Unlimited!

About 3 weeks ago I decided to write this blog dedicated to my feelings with People Unlimited and BernaDeane and Jim Strole. When I am at People Unlimited I have feelings I have nowhere else and they deserve to be talked about. I feel everything that’s good and new should be talked about in a loud manner. So here I am blogging about these feelings. We need new feelings, feelings that make us feel great about ourselves. The more I attend People Unlimited meetings, the more I feel great about myself. It sounds like something so easy to do and why should this be ‘new’? But have you ever had one full month with feeling simple good about yourself? Not about what you accomplished, not about what you have, not about other people, no, simply feeling great about yourself. Great without having to be different, great right now with everything you feel, exactly how you look, who you know, how much money you have and make, and so on. Simply good about everything.

This is the feeling that I haven’t learned anywhere else but at People Unlimited. So stay tuned. You’ll find out more how it unfolds every single day. It’s an adventure. It’s unpredictable alive and spontaneous. There are new turns around the corner every day and I like my life like that. And the best is that I see no end to this life.

I like spending money!

I love spending money and I love making it!

I love spending money from the first moment I had my own money in my hand. I don’t remember how old I was but I remember my first 50 pfenning (about a quarter) which I had received from my parents. When I received it I felt the immediate bliss of the possibilities it meant. At that time I used it to go straight to the bakery and buy myself ‘6 mohrenkoepfe’ – a mohrenkopf is soft sweet creamy egg white on a waffle wrapped in delicious dark chocolate. For the following years of my life a lot of my money went straight to them. It was so much fun having a bag of these delicious sweets in my hand and eating these mohrenkoepfe one by one on my way home from the bakery. 

Now I don’t spend my money on mohrenkoepfe any longer but I still feel the same bliss when I make it. I would love to triple the money I am making, since there simply never seems to be enough of it and I don’t see an end to spending it. Both – making and spending it is so much fun and life giving. It definitely adds to the blissful feeling that sees me living without an end. Money is great and I always want a lot of it. I want to spend it on Bernie and Jim and their company People Unlimited. I love paying them because they bring me the biggest bliss of all; helping me have deep and meaningful connections with the most interesting people in the world. Enjoying these connections is the biggest bliss I am experiencing right now. Where eating mohrenkoepfe had a limit  – I could never eat more than 6 before they made me feel sick –  having deep connections and interactions with people has no limit and it never makes me feel sick. It actually is the most uplifting experience there is. 

I love my life and I will never end it. In fact today is my 53rd birthday and I can’t wait for the next 1,000 years to come. Every single year gets better and more enjoyable and I am planning to keep making more money ever year to come. Working intensively for my money is as much fun as spending it so I am never stopping to work either. What a wonderful future to look forward to.

I want to become a more unlimited person

Today I felt somehow not in the flow and down. It was weird to feel this way after having experienced such an amazing experience in Israel just a couple of days ago. I wasn’t sure if it is the jet lag or something else. I just felt tired and I had a hard time focusing. After attending Dimitri’s stretching class I spoke to Inbal. Both Inbal and Dimitri are People Unlimited members and don’t see an end to themselves and both of them feel me unlimited. I know that they feel me unlimited just from how they are with me. They don’t even have to say a word and they make me feel unlimited in their presence. 

When talking to Inbal I started feeling what made me feel so down. After experiencing such an expansion in Israel, it felt weird to go back to my job routine where everyone is stressed out and where I don’t have the flow I would love to have with everyone I work with. After experiencing such an amazing flow with so many people in Israel I felt small in my daily routine. It felt good to feel it. I am so thankful that I have people in my life that appreciate me so much that it is easy to get in touch with what is bothering me. I don’t even have to fix anything at the moment. Just feeling that my current routine feels too small makes me feel better.

It’s a call from myself to myself to become a larger person.

I don’t know what this ‘larger’ person will look like but it feels good to feel it. I am so thankful that I can long for feeling larger. Most people I know long for a larger home, a better car, more money, being healthier, getting more fit, a marriage, children, etc. But I know very few who long for becoming larger people. I feel becoming larger is the most exciting of all the things I could want. If I become a larger person I will have a bigger house, more money and many more things that I don’t even know I can have. Best of all I will be able to connect to more people in an unlimited way. I will be clearer and sharper in my communications making a better flow happen where ever I am. Let’s do it together and expand together to become larger people. http://www.peopleunlimitedinc.com

The People Unlimited Event in Israel was Phenomenal!

The People Unlimited event in Israel with Bernie and Jim was phenomenal. I’ve never met anyone else in the world – and I’ve met thousands of people – other than Bernie and Jim who can bring people together in a way that causes a whole new unlimited world to arise. The key to this unlimited world is that Bernie and Jim inspire us to connect with each other in our bodies. Not through a believe system, not through an image, not through unconditional love but through adoring each other as the physical bodies we are.

I learned that I am my body and that my spirit doesn’t live on when I die when I saw my grandma suffer a stroke. After her brain not receiving oxygen for a small period of time, my grandmother completely changed personalities. Nothing of the person I had known before the stroke remained. My grandma became a completely different person. She didn’t have the grace she had had before. Her language changed. The topics she talked about became bitchy and annoying. Her interests were different. Simply everything about her was different. The spirit of her that I had liked so much was gone. And all of that triggered by oxygen not reaching her brain for only a couple of minutes. After seeing the change in my grandma I knew I am my body and my spirit is my body and I better treat myself well if I want to be inspiring and spirited.

One of the most nourishing moments I had in Israel was when Jim requested that we would feel his flesh. It ended all the discussions around right and wrong. It simply allowed us to shine in each other’s presence as the phenomenally different individuals we are. There was no longer the need to figure out all the rules and right and wrongs of togetherness.

In those moments being with each other becomes simple. The struggle ends. And it’s a truly unlimited experience. I feel so blessed with each person who joins this life because they feel it’s them. I have found several people in Israel with whom I connected that way and I feel we have no end together. I can’t wait to see them again – some of them already at our People Unlimited Summer Celebration Event in San Diego – http://www.peopleunlimitedinc.com.

Ending Anxiety

After a 2-day break from writing a blog I am back. I did fly to the East Coast (from Phoenix) yesterday to see my clients this week. I had to get a presentation done over the weekend for one of the client meetings and we also had an amazing People Unlimited event. On top of this I had to get my hair done and my nails done and pack for another trip I am going on right after I come back from the East coast and my horse needs daily recovery training from an injury he had a long time ago. So – with all of this going on I got overwhelmed and anxious.

When driving to the airport yesterday, I had to take deep breaths to calm down.

It feels weird to feel so anxious after the amazing People Unlimited event we had over the weekend. Especially Bernie and Jim’s expressions impacted me. I don’t know if you have ever experienced that someone talks to you and you understand all the words but the meaning of what was said goes beyond your understanding. This is how Bernie and Jim’s expressions felt this weekend. It felt like “what did just happen to me?” I felt like my life just changed and I don’t even know how. I love this feeling. I know there are always new insights coming from it. Usually they come days later when I notice that I feel different about a certain situation. Now that I am sitting in my hotel room on the East coast and I am taking a little break this morning before a busy day, I feel excited about the new feelings I am going to feel.

I’ve been anxious all my life. In the beginning of my life I didn’t know it was anxiety. I just thought this is how life is. I didn’t know you could be free of it because I didn’t know it was wrong. After our PUI weekend event this weekend, I was able to feel how anxious I was and how wrong it is because I know a life without anxiety now. I know there will be a time when I will be free of anxiety even if I have so much going on. I know there will be a time when I can trust that everything will work itself out and the things that don’t work themselves out I don’t really need. I know there will be a time when I feel my aliveness so much that I know nothing will take my life even if it feels a lot at the moment.

 

 

I love intensity!

I love intensity. I hate suppression. I love when people dare to be themselves. I love when people dare to say what they feel without a filter. I love when people dare to feel what they feel without making it understandable, without making it right, without making it proper. According to science, we only use a small portion of our brain. I feel this is because we try to fit in so much and try to make ourselves acceptable. I feel it’s because we twist what we feel to be right. No wonder most of our brain activity never gets to be firing on all cylinders.

Most of my life I was concerned about being liked and fitting in. I spent most of my time figuring out how to be NOT myself. Yet, I never succeeded. I always was considered ‘weird’ no matter how much I tried not to be weird. I was an outsider in my family. I was an outsider at school. I was an outsider in my jobs. I was an outsider in the village I grew up in. I even felt weird to my husband when I was married. No wonder I was depressed then. I thought it was because I just couldn’t fit in. Now I feel it’s because I tried to fit in so much!

The more I don’t care about fitting in and the more I am myself the less weird I feel. The truth is I am weird. I feel I never have to die and I can live unlimited and that’s absolutely the weirdest thing on the planet. My family doesn’t feel living without death is possible. All the friends I ever had don’t feel it’s possible. My colleagues at work don’t feel it’s possible. There is no religion, culture, tradition, political party who supports it. Most scientists don’t think it’s possible. So the fact is that I am weird to most people. But the more I am myself, the less weird I feel. Even though I feel different, I am respected by most people who know me. Being respected for who you really are is so much better than being accepted. It’s also the best cure for depression. The more comfortable I feel with my physical immortality, the less weird I feel, the less racing thoughts I have and I rarely feel depressed anymore.

I feel we have suppressed our feelings so much that most people don’t even know what they feel anymore. Most people confuse the feelings they learned from others with their own feelings. Being a People Unlimited member since 1996 and before being a People Forever member has helped me feel myself. Bernie and Jim and Chuck are the 3 people who have encouraged me most to feel who I really am. They are encouraging me to feel myself and not physical immortality as a philosophy or an idea. One of the things I have resisted most in my life has been feeling myself. I now feel that every person who dares to feel themselves can live forever. People who feel themselves stop suppressing the flow of their own body. Most diseases come from a blockage of this flow. If your digestion is blocked you can get an ulcer. If you are constipated, you take in the toxins you should be eliminating. When your blood doesn’t flow through your arteries and veins you will get heart disease and you may have a stroke. If your lymphatic system doesn’t flow, you can get cancer. If your nerves are stuck between your vertebrae, your organs can’t function right. People who dare to be themselves don’t have to die after all because they are in a flow and all their systems in their bodies are in a flow.

The number one thing I wish for people I meet now is that they can be themselves. It’s not that they can make money or find the love of their life, it’s that they can feel who they really are and be it. I wish they would join People Unlimited and build this amazing life together with us. I wish they would join so that we can encourage each other to feel ourselves without an end. Where no one is dispensable because we are all so unique and different. Where we are important as individuals and not because of a great believe system. So join us http://www.peopleunlimitedinc.com

50,000 Reasons to Never Die and Live Unlimited

1. Never dying is so much fun.

2. It feels so freaking good.

3. It’s so wonderful to get close to people and you never leave them and they never leave you.

4. There is enough time to do everything you ever wanted

5. There is so much time you can do new things you never thought you would

6. You can meet so many interesting people not just superficially but have a real in-depth connection

7. You can overcome any insecurity about anything you might experience

8. You become a better person in unlimited ways.

9. I am sure you will become famous at some point

10. You can make so much money.

11. When you loose your money, you can make it again

12. You just look good.

13. You are cared for by lots of others who know you are irreplaceable and cherish your life

14. You never have to feel alone.

15. You have Bernadeane with you who’s genius is to be so intimate with you that you definitely will never feel alone

16. You have Jim Stole with you who will inspire you to overcome insecurities that are so unconscious, that you never even imagined you had them but they limit you every day.

There are 49,984 more reasons but will have to tell you about them another day. For now check out www.peopleunlimitedinc.com for more reasons or come tonight to an even in Scottsdale, AZ for even more reasons.

I feel unlimited this morning!

It’s 6:30 a.m. this morning and I feel unlimited. Unlimited because I feel I was born to be alive physically in this body without an end. I am in my 50th now and I am building more strengths in every way. In my muscles, my bones, my immune system, and so on. Small children grow up and are excited when they are finally old enough to go to school. Teenagers can’t wait to get into their 20th to become independent from their parents. Now in my 50th I feel I am excited to be growing up and developing too. I can’t wait to be in my 60th and then 70th. I feel I am building stronger tissue like the second set of teeths are stronger than the first set of teeth. I feel the muscle I am building now in my 50th is build much more resilient than the muscle I was building in my teens. Living an unlimited life has so many benefits.

The biggest problem with it is that most people find it impossible to do.  But think about it… some children who grow up in orphanages in China can’t walk at 2 years because no one ever showed them how to walk. It’s the same with us, no one ever showed us how to be unlimited in our bodies so how can we expect to feel familiar with it. It’s absolutely normal that you don’t like the idea of physically living forever. It’s the same way these children who have never walked will feel very uncomfortable walking when they finally get to learn it. And it will be uncomfortable for them for quite some time. So think again… if you don’t like the feeling of physically living forever, it’s not because it’s not good for you. It’s just because you have no experience with it. You literally need to build up your body first to get to enjoy it. Once you do build up for it, a whole new exciting world arises. It’s like when these children finally learn how to walk, a whole new exciting world arises for them.

Also, it’s much more fun for us who already feel that we don’t have to die and already have build our bodies to be unlimited for a while, to have more people do it with us. In fact it’s not much fun to learn how to walk by yourself. It’s so much more fun if you have others learn it with you. So join us at www.peopleunlimitedinc.com and let’s do it together. Let’s build our bodies together to be unlimited and never die. It’s the best adventure ever and you’ll only know it when you do it. But remember when you come for the first time don’t be surprised if you don’t like it. It’s just that it takes a while to get your immune system, muscles, nervous system, pretty much all your organs to get on board. Once you get in the swing of it it’s going to be amazing. And the best is, you’ll have an amazing life that has no end! It will feel as if it’s been always you to live without end even if very few people around you feel the same. You will start to cherish those few who feel unlimited too very much. This is what I do. I cherish Bernie, Jim and Chuck because they showed me this new amazing world that has no end!!!

A cloudy day is a sunny day…

Bernie many times says ‘A cloudy day is a sunny day for me’. Today was such a day for me. Even though there were only a few clouds on the sky, it felt like a cloudy day, since my dog – Kandy – ran away. I didn’t know if I would ever see her again. At 4 p.m. I took my dog for a walk through the beautiful desert. It’s March here in Arizona and the desert is green and the cacti are starting to bloom. After a mile or so walking I let my dog of the leash. She loves running and it felt great watching her sniffing everything while walking next to me. And then it happened…. when I called her to come closer, she decided to go the other way. Instead of being back on the leash, she rather felt to keep hunting exciting smells. Even though she had taken off a couple of times from our house, she had always come back when taking her on walks. Today it was different. She completely disappeared. After over an hour of looking for her, it  started to get dark and I had no choice but to go back home. It was a scary moment since we had been a couple of miles away from home and I didn’t know if I would ever see her again. The good news is, she found her way back and came running to our house later that evening. The bad news is, she was full of cactus spines. They were in her mouth, in her paws, on her belly, pretty much everywhere, so she had to go to the dog emergency room to get them removed. During this experience I was worried about her, hated that she would just take off and then at the end it was also sad to see her in so much pain. It was not a great situation but now I am so thankful that I can have wonderful exciting days and days that are not so great and all of it makes me feel so thankful I am alive. I am thankful that I can experience something not very good and that I have people around me that hold me through it. When telling Otto that Kandy had run away, he just calmed me down and just made me feel good. I also know that I have a lot of people – beyond my intimate partner – who think about me and feel me every day. I can feel their presence and it makes me feel like being held and safe in the most scary situation. I know I will always find my way through difficult situations because I am not alone. I can’t imagine a more beautiful day like today after all.

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Living Unlimited – Today Again…

Have you ever received something you wanted for a long time and when you actually got it, it freaked you out? It happens to me all the time. I get lots of things I really want, just because I go for them in a straight way and it’s usually successful. But I have a problem when I actually get it. It seems like it doesn’t fit in how I perceive myself. I usually do not perceive myself as someone who can create pretty easily. And when I get what I went for and what I wanted I freak out. As if it’s too good to be true. e.g. I am getting great feedback on this blog. This is great because one of the reasons I write it is to inspire people to live better and be better and feel unlimited. I have had several people tell me that they like my blog and that it has inspired them. Driving home from our People Unlimited meeting after receiving lots of great feedback I am freaked out. I want to play it down in me and pretend I am not noticed. And I want to feel down for a couple of days and I definitely do not want to continue blogging. Even though I got great feedback I doubt that the next blogs will be inspiring and I feel I probably should take a break until I make sure I can write something really special again. This is of course all bullshit. The purpose of my blog is about my every day physically immortal life and not just about a ‘special’ blog. So here I am writing my next blog.

This has happened to me many times, when something really good happened I feel I have to sit back for a while to get back to normal and then can go for the next great thing again. Today I feel why sit back. Why not live all out all the time. I can take a lot of more great thing. E.g. it would be great if I would meet a lot of people who want to life an unlimited life with me, Bernadeane and Jim. I just love being inspired so much. And it’s the most inspiring when people go for an unlimited life and actively involve themselves with all of us creating it.

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