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I had to run away quickly…

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Yesterday I visited Lois in the assisted living home she lives in right now. When visiting her I looked her in her eyes and I touched her hands and I held her body and felt her aliveness and I felt no age. I felt intense electricity run through her and me when we were touching and I felt no end for both of us in it.

At the same time I saw what it does to you when you are in a place physically where you can’t walk freely, where you can’t go where you want to go spontaneously, where you have to be concerned with all the things that don’t go right with your body. When you are confined to a small room, when you are dependent on the people of the assisted living home to get a shower, who might or might not have the time to do so in a given day. I felt what it meant to have your own imagination as your largest entertainment but you don’t have the strength to participate in the adventures of running around in the world with other people. I felt how it is to have to eat ‘Assisted Living’ food when the Assisted Living facility wants to get more profitable and mostly serves food that has been processed so much that you can’t even recognize what it is you are eating. And for all of it you pay the price of a luxury hotel.

Aging sucks and when leaving Lois I got in my car and I felt I had to run away from aging and death. I felt I had to run away so quickly that I pushed the sports button in my Fiat that makes me feel the extra speed when I hit the gas pedal. It felt good to move so quickly. I didn’t feel I had to get away from Lois – it actually felt great to hold her and to be with her – but I felt I had to run away from aging and death.

It’s easy to feel that we want to run away from old age and death. I see a lot of people feeling it but then at the same time most people don’t think they have a choice and they prepare to be in a nursing home some day. They don’t see that running away from aging and dying can be real. They don’t see that the electricity in their bodies – which is the electricity I felt with Lois – is such an intense force that can take us to a new life together. A life that sees changes but no death.

I am in my 50th and I can feel the downward feeling of the beginning of aging. It feels like a strong voice all over my body that tells me ‘it goes down from here on’, ‘there are things in your body that fall apart and you can never change them and you have to go down with them’.

I say ‘NO’ to these voices and I run away from them quickly.

Running away from death and aging is the best. It leaves me with the excitement of looking toward an unlimited future. It leaves me with an appreciation of my body and an excitement that fires up the electricity in me. It leaves me thankful to the people who I have in my life who will not die and I see them get better and better in every way in their 40th, 50th, 60th, 70th. I have lots of these people around me every day. BernaDeane and Jim Strole are 2 of them and I am thankful for their inspiration every day.

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I have a problem…

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I have a problem! I have a problem that not very many have. I am on the East coast in Princeton, NJ to see a client. The weather is cold but sunny and beautiful. Lots of trees are in bloom and the grass is getting green. It’s a beautiful spring day. There are lot of problems I could have problems like: People tension at work, too much chaos in our company and too many things I don’t understand and don’t get training for. I have a client who is difficult to manage and seems to be frustrated with everything we do all the time. We never sell enough and what we sell is never big enough. I could loose some weight – this is pretty much always.  These are problems I could have but they are really not problems I am having. Even the biggest client issue I usually manage with the help of others in the best way possible and then I have to let go. In regards to my weight…I learn how to eat better and more complimentary all the time and then I have to let go as well.

Here is the problem I really have. Since I moved to Scottsdale to live in the People Unlimited community, I live in an environment with no problems. I am around Bernie and Jim who have integrity in every way. They are creating together with me and  many others a community that doesn’t have ranks or cliques, where there is no jealousy, where there is no discrimination against age, gender, race, sexual preference, political preferences and pretty much anything else. It’s a community where freedom of expression is not only tolerated but strongly encouraged and a must. Where emotions are welcome and they can never be too tender, too loud, too strong, too honest, too intense.
Bernie and Jim and 200 more people have a genuine interest in me. The really listen to me and feel me. They are genuinely interested in who I am – and I am so different from them. For 18 years now I have not experienced any abuse. Yes, there were abusive moments with Otto for example or with others. Most of the time it’s just because we don’t know better and in the end we all haven’t had the best teachers on living all out when growing up, so it’s expected to hit a bumpy road sometimes. When we have an abusive moment we usually talk freely about the situation, listen to each other, learn from them and become better with each other. And then it’s really not abusive after all.

I truly live in an environment that’s only building, lifting and nourishing to me in ways I couldn’t even imagine. And this environment is created this way by Bernie and Jim and their phenomenal work. And I live in this environment now for 18 year – yeah!! And this is why my problem is so huge. I live in this great environment and sometimes I feel numb to it. I can’t feel how much I am loved. I can’t feel how great I am. I can’t feel how free I can really be, how high I can shoot with what I want for myself and others. Being in an environment that doesn’t know death is like having no problems but being numb to it is a really huge problem.

I am thankful that I am aware of this numbness. I saw so many people walk away from this heavenly life for the most stupid reasons and I believe each person that walked away was numb to how much loved they were. They simply couldn’t let it in. I am thankful that I know there is more for me to let in and much more aliveness for me to feel and I am excited about it. I love my life and I am so thankful to Bernie and Jim for creating an environment without discrimination, without ranks and cliques, without jealousy and competition, without games and without abuse. I never thought this existed but now I am living in the middle of it and I am learning more every day on how to let it in. 

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I am going through a painful divorce!

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I am currently going through a painful divorce. Yesterday I thought I had made it through it emotionally but today the pain started all over again. We feel attracted to each other, we lived a great long love story – in fact it was the first love I can remember ever having. We did go through many adventures together. But now when we meet there is the initial excitement and later only after a couple of minutes of interacting I feel the pain and I know I shouldn’t have gone there.

The divorce I am going through is with chocolate. I’ve had chocolate all my life. Milk chocolate, dark chocolate, chocolate with chili and chocolate with exotic fruits. Every day I had some kind of chocolate. Now it’s over. I see chocolate and it reminds me of all the wonderful tasty chocolate moments I had but when I only have a small taste now it’s just sweet, it no longer has the delicious taste I remember and it drives me crazy.

I don’t like that I am changing into a ‘I can’t tolerate chocolate person’. I am eating more according to what builds my body and according to what gives me energy and this makes me more conscious. I am more and more alert to what foods build my body and what foods don’t. I am becoming a conscious physically immortal person who can’t abuse myself. Not with chocolate, not with unhealthy relationships, not with laziness, not with burning myself out, not with negativity, not with self doubt.. My consciousness to building my body is getting stronger all the time. Sometimes I don’t like it because I don’t want to break my old habits. Becoming this more conscious person is like a real divorce from an old self. I can sense strongly that being divorced is going to be much better but at the same time I can’t let go of the old all the way.

Lucky me, I have Bernie and Jim around me who give me a taste of what it’s like to build my body in every way every day. When I am around them I can feel the higher frequency of me living this real physically immortal life. It’s exhilarating and satisfying. It knows no struggle and pain and divorce is not necessary because we don’t form any relationships with anything that is destructive to begin with. I love my life!!

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BernaDeane: “I feel good and it’s because I am getting more real’

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At our People Unlimited event last night I heard BernaDeane say: “I feel great”. This was an “I feel great” that I could really feel. I hear people say “I feel great” all the time but it’s superficial. It’s the feeling great on the surface. Most people don’t even dare to feel everything they feel. They dismiss it. After a while they don’t even know anymore what is they are feeling and they replace it with goals and images which have nothing to do with real feelings after all. And the real feelings end up being shoved into the unconscious. What a shame.

When Bernie said “I feel great” yesterday, I could feel that it was all the way. I could feel her body tremble, like you tremble when you get overtaken by a wonderful emotion. I felt her body shine. I could see an intensity in her eyes that told me she was not avoiding anything and what she was telling was the truth. And then Bernie said “I feel great because I go with the truth” and then she continued “the truth that the body doesn’t have to die”. It’s the most suppressed truth. If you say it you may be called crazy, ignorant, in a cult.

Most people on this planet don’t experience that the body doesn’t have to die as their truth but nevertheless it’s the truth. I know that it is because the more I give my body credit that I can live unlimited without ever having to experience death, the more I shine, the more alive I get, the more my emotions wake up, the more I become this vaster person I want to be, the more I experience a virtue that usually is only related to religion. I am not religious and have never been. It’s just me, my body which experiences this virtue and it’s a wonderful feeling. It makes me feel great! I agree with Bernie everyone should have this experience of feeling great. Check us out for yourself and come to one of our events in Scottsdale – email me to find out where: dontdie4@gmail.com

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I love my life with People Unlimited!

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About 3 weeks ago I decided to write this blog dedicated to my feelings with People Unlimited and BernaDeane and Jim Strole. When I am at People Unlimited I have feelings I have nowhere else and they deserve to be talked about. I feel everything that’s good and new should be talked about in a loud manner. So here I am blogging about these feelings. We need new feelings, feelings that make us feel great about ourselves. The more I attend People Unlimited meetings, the more I feel great about myself. It sounds like something so easy to do and why should this be ‘new’? But have you ever had one full month with feeling simple good about yourself? Not about what you accomplished, not about what you have, not about other people, no, simply feeling great about yourself. Great without having to be different, great right now with everything you feel, exactly how you look, who you know, how much money you have and make, and so on. Simply good about everything.

This is the feeling that I haven’t learned anywhere else but at People Unlimited. So stay tuned. You’ll find out more how it unfolds every single day. It’s an adventure. It’s unpredictable alive and spontaneous. There are new turns around the corner every day and I like my life like that. And the best is that I see no end to this life.

I like spending money!

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I love spending money and I love making it!

I love spending money from the first moment I had my own money in my hand. I don’t remember how old I was but I remember my first 50 pfenning (about a quarter) which I had received from my parents. When I received it I felt the immediate bliss of the possibilities it meant. At that time I used it to go straight to the bakery and buy myself ‘6 mohrenkoepfe’ – a mohrenkopf is soft sweet creamy egg white on a waffle wrapped in delicious dark chocolate. For the following years of my life a lot of my money went straight to them. It was so much fun having a bag of these delicious sweets in my hand and eating these mohrenkoepfe one by one on my way home from the bakery. 

Now I don’t spend my money on mohrenkoepfe any longer but I still feel the same bliss when I make it. I would love to triple the money I am making, since there simply never seems to be enough of it and I don’t see an end to spending it. Both – making and spending it is so much fun and life giving. It definitely adds to the blissful feeling that sees me living without an end. Money is great and I always want a lot of it. I want to spend it on Bernie and Jim and their company People Unlimited. I love paying them because they bring me the biggest bliss of all; helping me have deep and meaningful connections with the most interesting people in the world. Enjoying these connections is the biggest bliss I am experiencing right now. Where eating mohrenkoepfe had a limit  – I could never eat more than 6 before they made me feel sick –  having deep connections and interactions with people has no limit and it never makes me feel sick. It actually is the most uplifting experience there is. 

I love my life and I will never end it. In fact today is my 53rd birthday and I can’t wait for the next 1,000 years to come. Every single year gets better and more enjoyable and I am planning to keep making more money ever year to come. Working intensively for my money is as much fun as spending it so I am never stopping to work either. What a wonderful future to look forward to.

I want to become a more unlimited person

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Today I felt somehow not in the flow and down. It was weird to feel this way after having experienced such an amazing experience in Israel just a couple of days ago. I wasn’t sure if it is the jet lag or something else. I just felt tired and I had a hard time focusing. After attending Dimitri’s stretching class I spoke to Inbal. Both Inbal and Dimitri are People Unlimited members and don’t see an end to themselves and both of them feel me unlimited. I know that they feel me unlimited just from how they are with me. They don’t even have to say a word and they make me feel unlimited in their presence. 

When talking to Inbal I started feeling what made me feel so down. After experiencing such an expansion in Israel, it felt weird to go back to my job routine where everyone is stressed out and where I don’t have the flow I would love to have with everyone I work with. After experiencing such an amazing flow with so many people in Israel I felt small in my daily routine. It felt good to feel it. I am so thankful that I have people in my life that appreciate me so much that it is easy to get in touch with what is bothering me. I don’t even have to fix anything at the moment. Just feeling that my current routine feels too small makes me feel better.

It’s a call from myself to myself to become a larger person.

I don’t know what this ‘larger’ person will look like but it feels good to feel it. I am so thankful that I can long for feeling larger. Most people I know long for a larger home, a better car, more money, being healthier, getting more fit, a marriage, children, etc. But I know very few who long for becoming larger people. I feel becoming larger is the most exciting of all the things I could want. If I become a larger person I will have a bigger house, more money and many more things that I don’t even know I can have. Best of all I will be able to connect to more people in an unlimited way. I will be clearer and sharper in my communications making a better flow happen where ever I am. Let’s do it together and expand together to become larger people. http://www.peopleunlimitedinc.com

The People Unlimited Event in Israel was Phenomenal!

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The People Unlimited event in Israel with Bernie and Jim was phenomenal. I’ve never met anyone else in the world – and I’ve met thousands of people – other than Bernie and Jim who can bring people together in a way that causes a whole new unlimited world to arise. The key to this unlimited world is that Bernie and Jim inspire us to connect with each other in our bodies. Not through a believe system, not through an image, not through unconditional love but through adoring each other as the physical bodies we are.

I learned that I am my body and that my spirit doesn’t live on when I die when I saw my grandma suffer a stroke. After her brain not receiving oxygen for a small period of time, my grandmother completely changed personalities. Nothing of the person I had known before the stroke remained. My grandma became a completely different person. She didn’t have the grace she had had before. Her language changed. The topics she talked about became bitchy and annoying. Her interests were different. Simply everything about her was different. The spirit of her that I had liked so much was gone. And all of that triggered by oxygen not reaching her brain for only a couple of minutes. After seeing the change in my grandma I knew I am my body and my spirit is my body and I better treat myself well if I want to be inspiring and spirited.

One of the most nourishing moments I had in Israel was when Jim requested that we would feel his flesh. It ended all the discussions around right and wrong. It simply allowed us to shine in each other’s presence as the phenomenally different individuals we are. There was no longer the need to figure out all the rules and right and wrongs of togetherness.

In those moments being with each other becomes simple. The struggle ends. And it’s a truly unlimited experience. I feel so blessed with each person who joins this life because they feel it’s them. I have found several people in Israel with whom I connected that way and I feel we have no end together. I can’t wait to see them again – some of them already at our People Unlimited Summer Celebration Event in San Diego – http://www.peopleunlimitedinc.com.

Feeling another person’s body is invigorating

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Most people associate feeling another person’s body with sexuality and sensuality. But when we put a hand on a person’s shoulder or arm when they feel stressed they relaxed. A handshake is a contact through which people get to know each other. The firmness of the handshake immediately communicates if a person feels comfortable with you and with themselves.

For me feeling other people’s body has been my number one stress releaver. I experience a lot of anxiety but it is so much less now compared to what it used to be. I used to feel anxiety pretty much all the time. Each time I drove to work I felt fear. Each time I went to school I had fear. I was anxious around my friends. Sometimes it was so strong that I had a hard time breathing and to keep my thoughts straight.

When I was studying at the University of Munich I earned extra money with being a night hostess in overnight trains. One day I had worked all night and then had the day off in a town somewhere in Northern Germany that I had never been to before. When I woke up after sleeping for a couple of hours I experienced extreme anxiety. This is when I did it for the first time. I laid on the bed in the afternoon and just started to feeling the people around me. I just felt their bodies. I didn’t have to know who they were and what they were doing. I just felt the bodies of the people I heard in the street, in the inn I stayed at and of the people I couldn’t hear but knew they were around. Like you can feel a dog or a cat or an angry person or a happy person, I just opened myself to feeling the people around me and it relaxed me. I started to feel blood running through my veins again and my breathing became normal and the anxiety was gone. Sometimes I remember this great experience and I do it again. Each time it lifts my spirits and I feel better even if I don’t have anxiety.

I like People Unlimited and the owners Bernie and Jim so much because they build this physical connection between people. Most people build connection through liking the same things, falling in love and starting a family, religion, spirituality but I have never met anyone who just builds the connection of the body. Bernie and Jim do exactly that and it has been just right for me.

When I simply give to feeling the people around me still relaxes me. It relaxes me when I fly and it helps me through the days in my high stress job. When I feel a person’s body it seems like they can’t lie and play games, they can just be themselves. They might feel confused, tense, angry, frustrated but it’s who they are at the moment and it relaxes me to just feel them and to not put much more meaning to it. Even the most ego driven self righteous person still has a heart that beats and blood that flows through their veins. Feeling their bodies helps me to not react to them and I can keep my joy.

Most people at work are tense all the time and it is a blessing that I found Bernie and Jim and Otto and many others who feel joyful and flowing and not tense and stressed out. Being physically connected with unlimited people on a daily basis is the most invigorating experience I’ve ever had much beyond getting over an anxiety attack. Try it out yourself. Spend a day with feeling other people’s bodies especially if you don’t get along with them. Come and be with me at a People Unlimited event and find out how incredibly invigorating it is to be around people who are dedicated to building the physical connection between each other. You will see it will be the most invigorating experience for you as well.

Ending Anxiety

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After a 2-day break from writing a blog I am back. I did fly to the East Coast (from Phoenix) yesterday to see my clients this week. I had to get a presentation done over the weekend for one of the client meetings and we also had an amazing People Unlimited event. On top of this I had to get my hair done and my nails done and pack for another trip I am going on right after I come back from the East coast and my horse needs daily recovery training from an injury he had a long time ago. So – with all of this going on I got overwhelmed and anxious.

When driving to the airport yesterday, I had to take deep breaths to calm down.

It feels weird to feel so anxious after the amazing People Unlimited event we had over the weekend. Especially Bernie and Jim’s expressions impacted me. I don’t know if you have ever experienced that someone talks to you and you understand all the words but the meaning of what was said goes beyond your understanding. This is how Bernie and Jim’s expressions felt this weekend. It felt like “what did just happen to me?” I felt like my life just changed and I don’t even know how. I love this feeling. I know there are always new insights coming from it. Usually they come days later when I notice that I feel different about a certain situation. Now that I am sitting in my hotel room on the East coast and I am taking a little break this morning before a busy day, I feel excited about the new feelings I am going to feel.

I’ve been anxious all my life. In the beginning of my life I didn’t know it was anxiety. I just thought this is how life is. I didn’t know you could be free of it because I didn’t know it was wrong. After our PUI weekend event this weekend, I was able to feel how anxious I was and how wrong it is because I know a life without anxiety now. I know there will be a time when I will be free of anxiety even if I have so much going on. I know there will be a time when I can trust that everything will work itself out and the things that don’t work themselves out I don’t really need. I know there will be a time when I feel my aliveness so much that I know nothing will take my life even if it feels a lot at the moment.